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joy
being a parent is the hardest joy of my lifebut sometimes I cringe at the pitter patter of little feet at 2 in the morningI cringe at always having my attention pulled in a million different placesthere are other times when I feel a little body curl into my ownI feel that little hand seeking…
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pessimistic
Be still(maybe then they won’t attack) Be quiet(maybe then you’ll get it right) Be less(maybe then we will fit) Follow the rules(beware there are booby traps) Follow your peers(beware they’ll report on you) Follow your master(beware they hold your chains) It will never be enough(but you’ll keep trying anyway) It will break your spirit(but it…
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tired
Sometimes I am so tired it is roboticEvery movement I make is written in my bones, my original codeSurvive not, thriveBreathe, sleep, breatheThere are no memories made when I’m shut downJust days that past me by The worst part is I can see itLocked inside myselfI see that there are days passingThat my life is…
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worship
Tell me who you are without using wordsShower me with your presenceKiss me until my knees are week and my body achingLay me down and let worship begin Rattle me to my coreShatter my expectations(Let’s face it the bar is set in hell)Show me your love until we both lose are breath We can trade…